My bags are packed, I'm ready to go...And yet, I'm consumed by worry. I have nightmarish images of flipping over from the weight of my over-stuffed hiking backpack, limbs flailing like some lanky and nylon-shelled turtle. I worry that I am over-packed. I worry that I am under-packed. I worry that, holy hell, how am I going to carry: (1) large hiking backpack, (1) small duffel bag, (1) school-sized backpack, and (1) sleeping bag? I especially worry about how I am going to manage all that plus the equipment that I will receive at training. I worry about staying in cabins and dorm rooms and sharing bathrooms with other people. I worry about not liking my trip co-leader. I worry about logistics, travel and accomodations, laundry and personal hygiene. I worry that perhaps a good trip leader would be a bit more relaxed and laid-back and not be so worried about everything. I'm wound so tight that I worry about worrying.
I particularly worry that I'm forgetting something. Internet, you could help assuage some of my worries if you would kindly answer me this...Internet, what in the blue blazes am I forgetting?